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ottie
  • Hilliard OH, US
  • 20 Male, Pisces
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  • Member Since: 2008-02-01
  • Relationship Status: Just killing myself
  • Orientation: Bi
  • Religion: Catholic
  • Drink: No
  • Smoke: No
  • Children: Someday
  • Education: High School

About Me:

My Name Is Scott. Thats all you will know till you talk to me.

Interests:

My Name Is Scott. Thats all you will know till you talk to me. Here's some Poems Here is this heart which I have. In my hand that is so wonderful in so many ways that most people can't see. Because it is beating with the love of trust which each one of us show to each other in there own way.But if you think about it. It takes so much work to make this work. For the that love that will make you fly in mid-air because in this hand I could crush it so easily by throwing it on the ground. But I am not like. My hand holds it so litely to be free in its own way guided by my other hand holding it up in the air. So this scared heart like mine can be as happy as anyone else knowing that life can be wonderful. The birds of love(title) I have these birds. Birds so rich and so vauled in my heart that i want both. But both is to many to have bacause they will fight each other, then both will leave. I will be alone again in this dark space and within this space has only hurt in which i so hate. Of this past. this past so much regret. Black bird This bird on my right sitting here is so helpfulby understanding how i feel and for who i am.But at the same time i get mad because this bird fights back and thinks the world will be happy for then it makes me sad. White bird White bird on my left arm sitting and being happy with itself. For it knows life sucks and is in deep shit with its past and present. Knowing that life is just like mine and everyday having this bird here my feelings become stronger and stronger. So for these feelings i have for the birds they both like to hang on me but i need to have this control to know what is right for me. So everyday i deal with my feelings wondering what bird is better for me. But for now i just go insane everyday thinking that i should die for not being able to be happy.My Coach and Phillip showing me that there is a true father figure in life.

Favorite Music:

Promise me silence rules, Can u promise me love, hope, and friendship? With us here holding each others hand's and giving up the defense of not wanting to be hurt for one and other. then when you see me or hear what i have to say will you respond with the tone of wanting to help me from these wishful thinking of wanting to die. So will u promise me silence from this hurt of not being able to be loved with heart i have?, Love from the weakest heart (title) (love me forever) screaming in background Chorus (Cry, live, love, and forever) Begin of song (Speed is fast) I was running into the dark and you were running after me without me even knowing. So now when u caught me we then laid down right where we were with each others hearts open to (chorus) with (screaming in background) After u saved me me u took my hand saying "Lets live life to the fullest and be happy." But i then looked into her eyes saying lets just lay here some more (chorus) with (screaming in background) So now with the heart u have u let me open my heart to (chorus) Ending guitar solo fast and at end chorus one last time for the crowd to say.

Favorite Movies:

Harry Potter, Butterfly Effect, We were soldiers, Top secret

Favorite TV Shows:

law and order, CSI, also my personal favorite Cartoonetwork

Favorite Books:

Harry Potter, The Outsiders